You were about to go to Boracay for 5 days. Your
1st attempt was last holyweek wherein you were
given a break from work but you were not able to
go there coz you're late for booking or for some
reasons you just can't. Now here comes your
second chance so ure just waiting for that day
to come. You even bought this new hot pink
swimsuit u've been dying to buy since the start
of summer coz it looks good on your skin and
u've been scouting for the best sunblock for ur
face and body with right SPF to protect you from
the sun. And you keep on telling yourself this
time.. "I'm gonna work on my tan lines" blah
blah blah.. vanity, and sassiness overcomes you
now.. So everything is under control and well
planned.
Then suddenly.. right after your boss allowed
you to go on live which took a lot of nerves to
be able to ask for that live coz you have loads
of work ahead of you but still you find your way
out of it. And a minute after your boss
says "Yes as long as your responsible for that
time you're not around", Now....skin breakout
comes along.. you develop allergies and for some
reason you have to stay home and rest!!
Oh my God! This is the worst day of my life! I
have to stay home while my whole family is out
in Boracay.. in the beach.. swimming and
partying like no other.. in the middle of the
summer..
So now.. my question is why did this f------
allergies striked me just now?.. You should have
striked me at the time i don't wanna go to
relative's get-together party or I'm toxic from
work and just wanna stay home and rest.
Hmmm... my realization is that there are things
that will strike you at the very last moment..
at the very last tick of the clock right just
before you do it.. Frustration is part of life..
But we must always be ready to face it.. Coz in
a flick of a finger a lot of things can change
without your control or without your knowledge
that it's gradually changing already.. Somehow I
learned the ”Spontaneity of life”.. That its
crucial. That can sometimes lead to delirium if
not handled well.. Nah! i'm just kiddin in the
last line.. But what i'm trying to say here is
that I don't wanna plan anymore I just want
everything to happen in a surprise.. without you
knowing.. and that's when the best things
happen.. I want everthing to be spontaneous
now.. Besides it's more fun =)
Just thinking aloud....Hope you don’t mind..
There's a need to write.. I wanna let it
out..but this is unplanned you know.. and the
feeling is good you try it.. =)
Margaux-Buffy
